Balance

I am struggling at the moment with balance. So many interests, relationships, responsibilities, all pulling me in different directions. I often feel like I am not doing anything well. Creativity is even taking a battering. I went to a craft night last night. I had been looking forward to it. I packed up some supplies and headed out. Some free time to play. No responsibilities. Just the company of other women creating together. Guess what? It was a flop. Creatively speaking. I just had nothing. I sat there fiddling and trying to piece some things together and....... NOTHING. It just wasn't happeming. I was disappointed. So at the moment I am trying to let it go. Trying to give myself permission to just take one day at a time. In fact just one moment at a time. Keeping a very close eye on Miss Anxiety who continues to try inviting herself in. Just one moment at a time. Do what is right in front of me. Stop worrying about the next 3 or 4 things on the list. Just look at right now and live this moment right now.