I am worn out
I am spent
I am empty
I am withdrawn
I am restless
I am... not sure
Life is ticking along nicely but these thoughts seem to be in my head a lot lately. Could it be that I just need a really good holiday? Not the 'sit by the beach and read a book' kind but the 'go somewhere I have never been before and have an adventure' kind.
We are planning one to Tasmania next year and possibly Canberra too. But that seems so long away.
We are going for a short trip soon to see some really good friends and my Dad but this isn't really an adventure type of holiday.
I feel selfish and ungrateful for wanting more. For wanting something very specific, right now. But I can't help it. I love adventures and I love having them with my family.
Maybe we could fit one in just after Christmas when the world is recovering from all the food and festivities.
I might look into that.
Looking and planning might be just the remedy for me right now. Oh I hope so.
