2 October 2011

Today I am.....

Relived:  that my 2 week stint of nursing prac is finished. Full time work does not excite me at all. As much as I love nursing I love being a wife and mum much more.  I am much happier being able to do a 'little' outside the home work and 'lots' of inside the home loving.

Cold:  yes that's right. It is 1.30 pm,  October in southest QLD Australia and cold. The wind is blowing and cold. Not at all something that occurs here at this time of the year. Not that I am complaining. I actually love the cold and the longer summer holds off the better I think.

Agitated:  within my soul. Not sure why. Just agitated. Life is good and ticking along nicely but my soul is unsettled and agitated and arrgh..........

Frustrated:  that our dreams are on hold and not knowing why.

Peaceful:  knowing God is totally in control which cancels out the previously  forementioned frustrations when I let it.

Grateful:  for a husband who loves and cares way beyond my expectations and does so graciously and patiently.

Blessed:  to be a mother of 4 delightful children who bring so much joy to my life every single day. This is not a biased or exaggerated statement. I really do enjoy them and delight in them.

Wishing:  the school holidays were not over. I love lazy mornings with the kids having pyjama days,  playing board games and having adventures. 

Satisfied:  with my life and all that makes it what it is.